{"id":11094,"date":"2021-06-11T19:16:17","date_gmt":"2021-06-12T02:16:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mindfulstate.com\/?p=11094"},"modified":"2021-12-03T18:41:18","modified_gmt":"2021-12-04T02:41:18","slug":"i-prayed-i-cried-i-sang-betty-b","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brianselfdesign.com\/amindfulstate\/i-prayed-i-cried-i-sang-betty-b","title":{"rendered":"I prayed. I cried. <strong>I sang.<\/strong><br><br><h6> &#8211; BETTY B.<\/h6>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[et_pb_section fb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; background_color=&#8221;#eae9e4&#8243; custom_margin=&#8221;30px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_tablet=&#8221;-30px||||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_phone=&#8221;-30px||||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221;][et_pb_row column_structure=&#8221;1_3,1_3,1_3&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_tablet=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_phone=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;1_3&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221;][\/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type=&#8221;1_3&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_font=&#8221;Source Sans Pro||||||||&#8221; text_orientation=&#8221;right&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_tablet=&#8221;&#8221; custom_margin_phone=&#8221;&#8221; custom_margin_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;30px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_tablet=&#8221;0px||||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_phone=&#8221;0px||||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_last_edited=&#8221;on|desktop&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p>BETTY B. \u00a0| \u00a0YAKIMA NATION<\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_image src=&#8221;https:\/\/brianselfdesign.com\/amindfulstate\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/RETURN-TO-GRID.png&#8221; alt=&#8221;RETURN TO GRID&#8221; title_text=&#8221;RETURN TO GRID&#8221; url=&#8221;@ET-DC@eyJkeW5hbWljIjp0cnVlLCJjb250ZW50IjoicG9zdF9saW5rX3VybF9wYWdlIiwic2V0dGluZ3MiOnsicG9zdF9pZCI6IjkwMjYifX0=@&#8221; disabled_on=&#8221;on|on|off&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _dynamic_attributes=&#8221;url&#8221; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-22px|0px|0px|0px|false|false&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;0px|0px|0px|30px|false|false&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;][\/et_pb_image][\/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type=&#8221;1_3&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221;][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section][et_pb_section fb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; custom_padding_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; admin_label=&#8221;Section&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; background_color=&#8221;#eae9e4&#8243; custom_margin=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_tablet=&#8221;&#8221; custom_margin_phone=&#8221;&#8221; custom_margin_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_tablet=&#8221;&#8221; custom_padding_phone=&#8221;||30px||false|false&#8221;][et_pb_row custom_padding_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; admin_label=&#8221;Row&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;0px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;20px||0px||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_tablet=&#8221;&#8221; custom_padding_phone=&#8221;0px||||false|false&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.9.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_font=&#8221;Source Sans Pro|600|||||||&#8221; text_font_size=&#8221;36px&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;42px&#8221; background_color=&#8221;#eae9e4&#8243; text_orientation=&#8221;center&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;20px|20%|0px|20%|false|false&#8221; custom_margin_tablet=&#8221;-10px||||false|false&#8221; custom_margin_phone=&#8221;-15px|5%||5%|false|false&#8221; custom_margin_last_edited=&#8221;on|tablet&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;||30px||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_tablet=&#8221;0px||80px||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_phone=&#8221;0px||70px||false|false&#8221; custom_padding_last_edited=&#8221;on|tablet&#8221; text_font_size_tablet=&#8221;&#8221; text_font_size_phone=&#8221;24px&#8221; text_font_size_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; text_line_height_tablet=&#8221;&#8221; text_line_height_phone=&#8221;36px&#8221; text_line_height_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><i>I prayed. 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